Amnesia
No one ever taught me left
No one ever taught me right
No one ever taught me how to sing
But February came to soon
Find a diamond on the moon
A planetary Halo ring
Still I defend as I go
Memory remains to me closed
You’ve thoroughly forgotten all you’ve seen and all you know
Ready with the broken threat
Ready with the vacant sight
Ready with the needle sting
The cemetery of your mind
Abandoned like a diamond mine
The legendary son of kings
The Return
I’m coming home to you
There’s nothing left to do here
I’m coming home to you
There’s nothing left to prove here
But you’ll wait for me
Don’t say goodbye
Something’s tragic in your eyes
They speak for the truth
I’m coming home to you
It’s such a vacant room here
I’m coming home for you
I gave it all I got here
But you’ll stay with me
Don’t ask me why
So romantic in your mind
It screams for the truth
Give It Up
Still you’re mine
You forget
What I said I’d do to you
If you tried to turn away
There was never going back from
What you did then, from what you and I were
Your love’s in pieces
We’ll never be this way again
I want you
But I need to
Hate you now
There’s no forgiveness
So what to do
When I love you
No I can’t see why
There’s no forgiveness
Come on girl, you’re my play
Don’t forget what I do with you
When we try it your way
I know how you like it—cruel
But still you believe
It’s nothing you and I were
You’re love’s in pieces
We’ll never be this way again.
Give it up
Give up
Give it up to me
Maybe then you’ll see
What you’re getting with me
Since you’ve gone from my life
Since you’re gone I’m alright
Still I think I would die
If I’m not with you
Horror Show
You’ll take it on down for the time reject
Wish it on back for the last regret
I can hear my
Vicious or kind giving what I get
Thinking it’s time for a killer threat
You can’t face me
So welcome to the horror show
You can’t leave until you’ve paid me
Welcome to the horror show
Wake with me, you’re only dreaming
Tell it my friend, it’s an unsafe bet
Color it black with a time reset
I can hear you
Trip in your mind through the wire set
Rip it in three and you cast that net
You can’t face me
For the last time, I heard your name
For the last time, I played your game
Admire
You won’t define
Controlling our time
It’s never the same without you here
I take all the blame when you are near
I can be what you want someday, though
If I try
So when
You go home
I’ll keep you alive
I know it’s so long I have to wait
But when you’re broken down it’ll be so great
You can be what I want someday though
If you try
Forget what I told you, my love
Forget what I told you, I lied
You heard what you want to know
Forget when I hold you, we die
Forget that it’s never enough
Still you wear that smile for me
Deny the truth now
Confusing our lines
I give up the game on your command
Remember your name cut in my hand
I can be what you want someday though
If I try
So tear me down now
It’s so easy to hate
It’s nothing but all I want from you
I’m taking the fall again for you
You can be what I want someday though
If you try
Forget what I told you, my love
Forget what I told you, I lied
You heard what you want to know
Forget when I hold you, we die
Forget that it’s never enough
Still you wear that smile for me
Admire
Desire
Your love’s suicide
Independent Glory
Well independence wins the day
Independent just like them
Everything sounds the same
I can hear it calling
Every way is down from here
Every day is pain for brave
Independents look the same
Watch them sell the drama
And I will wait for you
Complications in my way
Victory or death, no sorrow
I am finished with this stage
I had thought I lost it
Slide it back in my veins
Got an appetite for destruction
Every day is pain for brave
I can hear it calling
Be independent just like me
Independent just like them
Independent all the way
I can hear it calling
Burning Down Rome
So full of anger—the cost
All of this danger is lost on me
But no more shadows to fall
Here at the end of all things
What good is a different life?
I’m burning down Rome
I don’t care how long that it took to build
I’ll tear it down in a single day
Come witness what I could be
All of this danger, catastrophe
I’m haunted by my own mind
Here at the end of all things
What good is a different life?
I’m burning down Rome
I don’t care how long that it took to build
I’ll tear it down in a single day
I’m stranger than it would seem
Stronger than it would, too
So few give the devil’s due
Play it back in a dream
Sleep it off in the day
There is no other way
Welcome Home
Oh lost oh last oh God
It’s mine, it’s me I see
Wandering away
But you won’t take mine
On a bended spine
Or be our rose in a twisted life
So you’ll fail me today
I bought all that you sold
It felt so good to sell my soul
But only now do you say
You’re a fool, you’re a fool
You’re a motherfucking fool
For believing what I sold to you
But I’ll still keep what you paid
Those kills, they sometimes lie
But I promised on them to rely
For safety from my ways
I’ve wasted so much of my sun
Thank God I’m home, so welcome home
You’re welcome astray
I am not welcome here
You’re happy to remind me
In so many ways
So I take my leave with my brass-button sleeve
Specialized wheels while the broken-minded grieve
That they thought they could stay
I found a gray thought
So I took her home and I made her mine
Oh how she killed me today
Still I’m the one who’s never breathing
Here, now, in your time
And I don’t want you to pray
So take your steel and rape my mind
I’ll love you more each time you cry
It’s all the same anyway
Brothers and sisters of my own
You’re tall, I’m sly
And I got no home
But still you want me to stay
The Acolytes
If you want a miracle you’ll find it here with me
If you’re going blind, you don’t really need to see
What you left behind, what you’re gonna do
When the time arrives, coming here for you
Vindication, desolation
We can have it all
Evolution, execution
Never got enough
Fortune in my veins
No more time to grieve
Believe me when I say that you will die or you’ll believe
Follow me down
Bruising yourself in the heart again
Losing yourself to the dark again
Empty out your mind for me so I can fill it up
Bury your security and give me all your trust
Happy to comply, thoroughly embrace
Fate is in the sky, with me you’re in your place
Flashback, standback
Loaded like a gun
Toxication, predication
Burning like a sun
Fortune in my veins
No more time to grieve
Believe me when I say that you will die or you’ll believe
Unexecuted
I wouldn’t feel like it
If I could live with it
Album Credits:
Neil S. Matharoo - Everything